Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower - Hans Christian Andersen

a little flower and sunshine to brighten up your day. :D 

Sunshine is a welcome thing. It brings a lot of brightness - Jimmie Davis

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead - Louisa May Alcott

weeks weeks

school has officially started. and it's been a week since my first day, which is not bad. i met new people and made friends with some of them. however, it's really really hectic and i haven't even start my tuitions yet. D: another problem, i'm missing my holiday already! especially the last two days of it.  it's raining on last sat night, and this night too, coincidence much? well, all of you people who read my blog know i love rain. it's usually a good sign, for me. it just make me feel like lazing in bed wrapped in my soft, thick blanket with random shows on tv. aaah, heaven.


now, scroll scroll scroll! random pictures coming...

comfort food + rain =best feeling in the world

my brother, cute not? <3 anw, he's not usually this dark-skinned, it's the effect of flash.

yeah, speaking of which, not wanting to waste the last sunday in my holiday, bro and i have a photoshoot again last week. or should i say, kind of role play-ish shoot? muahaha. well for more pictures visit this place

and lastlyyyy, my family just moved to our new home few days ago! woooot! not all parts done btw, but ah, most important is, my room is the place i want to be for the next days of my life.

here's a little sneak peek. just a peek. come come, let me show you.

taadaaaaa! :D

well, i bet you'll see the rest of it reaaaal soon, cuz tons of photoshoots in my room are coming to my other blog! make sure to check often.

that's it guys! gonna go do my piling homeworks. yeah right? school just started but i'm already stressed out about this and that. *sigh* ikr! teachers really don't get us sometimes. 

okay, buhbye :D

not like any mondays should be

if you wake up in the morning and the sky looked so vibrant blue, as if being painted, filtered by the rain, freshly washed from the laundry, the sun was shining very bright and everything looked so beautiful and bright under the perfect sky, i could just advised one thing to you. you should do nothing but to embrace this perfect day. keep it in your mind as long as you can, or in my case, immortalize it into a picture. because a day like that is just what you need, so that you can realize that life's worth living cause it's just so beautiful. it might also help you rise up from your darkest moments one day, it will hold you to the fact that as long as the sun keeps shining, and as long as a day like this will likely appear sometimes, your life will still be beautiful and there's still something to cherish and be grateful for.




so this week's monday is just like that, and that's probably the best monday i've ever had. the sky just lighten up my mood, lighten up everything. i felt like there's still so much beautiful things and experience i have to encounter in my life. days like that just make me feel alive. they make me smile :) and i know if i have a bad day i just need to look at this. it will make me keep living my life with the hope of having the greatest chance to see something like this again.

a beautiful day can really make everything looks stunning, even the simplest, the most unimportant things of life. like the example above, what are they called? clippers? clothes clips or whatever. who knows they can look great. and even my camera lens cover looks well, more pretty than usual ;)






ah, God, please gimme another day like this :D

camwhore

it's the first day of holiday and i'm already this bored. :|

after tuition, i asked my brother to take few shots of me, but he refused, claiming his day as 'busy' and he had other important things to do. so i used my tripod :P


i'm wearing clothes slightly different from what i wore. i used to wear hippie-vintagey clothes but oh well, i don't know what this is called. so here i am.

and don't be bored :) i planned to make these into vintage B&W photos with pop of colour, but then my face turned all pale and too dull and stuffs like that sooooo i had to re-edit everything and it's tiring.

yes. i know it's a LOT of pictures and they almost look the same lol but i can't help it. hehe.



OH and tomorrow's picture day! i couldn't help getting nervous going to school with full on makeup hairdo and dress, seemed silly cos usually school's the only place i felt comfy enough not to beauty up and people don't really care if you are having a bad hair day. however it seemed fun too seeing all your friends dressing up for a day  :P oh well bye! pictures tomorrow ! :D

shattered minds

i seriously don't understand myself. a moment ago i want all these stuffs; freedom, to finish my middle school as fast as i can. moving is painful, but meeting new surroundings seemed really intriguing after 9 whole years of the same building and people. however, right now, i wish time would stop. i wish everything will slow down to a halt and i wish just this time, i can enjoy my right now, my last moments of being a student in my beloved school.


i finished my exams. instead of feeling free, i'm feeling more pent-up. it's weird and beyond my expectations. i started to feel more... emotional these days. 


i began to my old bad habit, looking back. i was over it a few months ago. i succeeded in getting myself out of it, gently coaxing myself that i'm living in this time, right here, right now, and looking back means wasting my 'right now'. in the future i'll just end up regretting why i didn't use my time well and kept looking back.
now, i'm worried. if i don't move on, if i don't let it all go and leave them for good, i will be in that state again. a foolish state. looking past and wasting present.


i will miss everything for sure, for starting this mid July, my life will be changing from everything it used to be. new school, home, friends, teachers, tuitions. everything is new. but i hope, in this way, stepping out of my comfort zone, my life will be better, full of new surprises, challenges, and of course, a thousand more of sweet memories to remember :)



soo not another more 'wise-ish' talking, lemme post food pictures from my family's early dinner. we went out today for what my mom said as relieving my pre and post exam stress. :D

it's all about comfort food. :)


and this is why i love rain. it's beautiful.

goodnight guys :*

first day : through

i woke up at 6 today and the sky was already bright, blue with streaks of sunlight. it's definitely a great start, and it gave me positive outlook of the exam i'm going to have today. mom made me breakfast, a tradition started by my grandpa during my mom was little. if someone in the family is going to have a big day ahead, my grandpa used to make them breakfast, and now my mom do it for my brother and i :)


the atmosphere at school was not tense at all. in fact, it was perfectly normal and the invigilators today were kind. all my worries drift away as soon as i started to do my exam. it's not as difficult as tryouts and everything seemed fine.


turns out all my worries were useless and i'm just being stupid. hehe.


well, i hope that the next three days are going to be just as great as this! especially day4, cuz it's science day :)



okay guys, gonna leave you with pictures taken at my new unfinished home yesterday. it was so so sunny yesterday and i'm being grateful that despite all the global warming threats and stuffs, the earth can still look so beautiful. aaaand please mind underdressed me. i'm just in the mood for comfy outfits yesterday. both the pink tee and jeans are my comfiest and most favourite items in my closet ever.

and here's the edited one. i uploaded both because my mom said edited pictures are ugly. however, i disagreed because for me, both are different and have their own beauty in my eyes. so, you decide! :)

byebye guys! going to review my English. it may be not too difficult but i know underestimating things can lead to a bad effect. soo... wish all of u luck for tomorrow! :D