first day : through

i woke up at 6 today and the sky was already bright, blue with streaks of sunlight. it's definitely a great start, and it gave me positive outlook of the exam i'm going to have today. mom made me breakfast, a tradition started by my grandpa during my mom was little. if someone in the family is going to have a big day ahead, my grandpa used to make them breakfast, and now my mom do it for my brother and i :)


the atmosphere at school was not tense at all. in fact, it was perfectly normal and the invigilators today were kind. all my worries drift away as soon as i started to do my exam. it's not as difficult as tryouts and everything seemed fine.


turns out all my worries were useless and i'm just being stupid. hehe.


well, i hope that the next three days are going to be just as great as this! especially day4, cuz it's science day :)



okay guys, gonna leave you with pictures taken at my new unfinished home yesterday. it was so so sunny yesterday and i'm being grateful that despite all the global warming threats and stuffs, the earth can still look so beautiful. aaaand please mind underdressed me. i'm just in the mood for comfy outfits yesterday. both the pink tee and jeans are my comfiest and most favourite items in my closet ever.

and here's the edited one. i uploaded both because my mom said edited pictures are ugly. however, i disagreed because for me, both are different and have their own beauty in my eyes. so, you decide! :)

byebye guys! going to review my English. it may be not too difficult but i know underestimating things can lead to a bad effect. soo... wish all of u luck for tomorrow! :D

sundaes

happy earth day people! :D

so todaaay, i reviewed my last tryouts' mistakes and do two more tryouts. i planned to re-read all the questions in my detik-detik book but my teacher said i better not do anything to make me more confused. great point, teacher. i believe in you :P

i think i'm ready for tomorrow's UN. just had to be extra careful in doing all the questions and following all the procedures well.


good luck everyone!

yesterday had been a great saturday too. i went home from school semi-exhausted, then had snacks with my brothers.

i didn't go out for dinner, and had takeout noodles instead. :)

but it was a beautiful sunny afternoon. and that's fine enough for me :D

okay. and lastlyyy, i'm going to give you a hint of my graduation photoshoot dress. nothing too much, like they say, simple is the best.

that's it. have a nice, warm sunday guys! and for the hundredth time, good luck nine graders for the next four days!!!

last friday night

i wanna post this last night but had no time for it, so i'm gonna post this post tonight and pretend that this is last night. ahh... if u find this confusing just pretend that i'm writing this post the night before.


20th April 2012

it's raining tonight. rainy nights are supposed to be the best nights for me. but the truth is, i'm being rather jumpy tonight. i don't know what i'm exactly worrying of, cuz basically, there's nothing to worry about.

i'm nervous for UN, the crucial exam we must take on Monday. i didn't really have any problem with it. overall, i can do the questions and if i didn't pass with flying colours, i will pass with marks above average. however, nowadays, i felt like my abilities are slipping away, my last bahasa tryout marks deteriorate to an embarassing twelve mistakes. i'm seriously freaking out right now cuz i never get that many mistakes before. my Science too. i'm not sure i can do science too well cuz i kinda suck at that. ha. i wonder why i became more and more careless each time, and quickly find the answer for it.

i'm not focussing on UN hard enough and i need more sleep.

there. that's definitely all the reasons of my not-too-good tryout marks. i hope it'll not affect me on the big day. i hope for the whole four days, my friends and i, no, the whole 9 graders in Indonesia can focus with all their mights to the exam.

i'm also scared that i make a mistake in writing my name or something but nah, i think i'm just being too paranoid. i should stop all that worries and negative/pessimistic thoughts or i'll end up suffering with psychosis. like Nina in the movie Black Swan.



well, i think after all these, i deserved a treat! yay!


chocolate. even though i don't really like sweet things, i understand why many people state chocolate as their comfort food.

aaand nooo i don't ate both. left one is my brother's :p

oh and here's some pics from my hangout last two weeks with my family. ugh i swear i won't come back to that restaurant at night, so many bugs. creepin. me out.

i'm wearing a CottonOn dress, Guess vest and Topshop flats, which remind me, i miss shopping so badly! i miss our town's movie theaters that smelt smelly/heavenly at the same time. yeah, what i meant by heavenly is the scent of popcorns. well, just five days left though. go on. fight for exams! :) bye