weeks weeks

school has officially started. and it's been a week since my first day, which is not bad. i met new people and made friends with some of them. however, it's really really hectic and i haven't even start my tuitions yet. D: another problem, i'm missing my holiday already! especially the last two days of it.  it's raining on last sat night, and this night too, coincidence much? well, all of you people who read my blog know i love rain. it's usually a good sign, for me. it just make me feel like lazing in bed wrapped in my soft, thick blanket with random shows on tv. aaah, heaven.


now, scroll scroll scroll! random pictures coming...

comfort food + rain =best feeling in the world

my brother, cute not? <3 anw, he's not usually this dark-skinned, it's the effect of flash.

yeah, speaking of which, not wanting to waste the last sunday in my holiday, bro and i have a photoshoot again last week. or should i say, kind of role play-ish shoot? muahaha. well for more pictures visit this place

and lastlyyyy, my family just moved to our new home few days ago! woooot! not all parts done btw, but ah, most important is, my room is the place i want to be for the next days of my life.

here's a little sneak peek. just a peek. come come, let me show you.

taadaaaaa! :D

well, i bet you'll see the rest of it reaaaal soon, cuz tons of photoshoots in my room are coming to my other blog! make sure to check often.

that's it guys! gonna go do my piling homeworks. yeah right? school just started but i'm already stressed out about this and that. *sigh* ikr! teachers really don't get us sometimes. 

okay, buhbye :D

last sunday

i had fun. not the best hangout i've ever had but it's worth it. the main point of it is to spent a great sunday with my close friends, and that is what i got :) 

i was going all topshop that day. almost. except for the dress. :)

goodnight. muah. :*

camwhore

it's the first day of holiday and i'm already this bored. :|

after tuition, i asked my brother to take few shots of me, but he refused, claiming his day as 'busy' and he had other important things to do. so i used my tripod :P


i'm wearing clothes slightly different from what i wore. i used to wear hippie-vintagey clothes but oh well, i don't know what this is called. so here i am.

and don't be bored :) i planned to make these into vintage B&W photos with pop of colour, but then my face turned all pale and too dull and stuffs like that sooooo i had to re-edit everything and it's tiring.

yes. i know it's a LOT of pictures and they almost look the same lol but i can't help it. hehe.



OH and tomorrow's picture day! i couldn't help getting nervous going to school with full on makeup hairdo and dress, seemed silly cos usually school's the only place i felt comfy enough not to beauty up and people don't really care if you are having a bad hair day. however it seemed fun too seeing all your friends dressing up for a day  :P oh well bye! pictures tomorrow ! :D

last friday night

i wanna post this last night but had no time for it, so i'm gonna post this post tonight and pretend that this is last night. ahh... if u find this confusing just pretend that i'm writing this post the night before.


20th April 2012

it's raining tonight. rainy nights are supposed to be the best nights for me. but the truth is, i'm being rather jumpy tonight. i don't know what i'm exactly worrying of, cuz basically, there's nothing to worry about.

i'm nervous for UN, the crucial exam we must take on Monday. i didn't really have any problem with it. overall, i can do the questions and if i didn't pass with flying colours, i will pass with marks above average. however, nowadays, i felt like my abilities are slipping away, my last bahasa tryout marks deteriorate to an embarassing twelve mistakes. i'm seriously freaking out right now cuz i never get that many mistakes before. my Science too. i'm not sure i can do science too well cuz i kinda suck at that. ha. i wonder why i became more and more careless each time, and quickly find the answer for it.

i'm not focussing on UN hard enough and i need more sleep.

there. that's definitely all the reasons of my not-too-good tryout marks. i hope it'll not affect me on the big day. i hope for the whole four days, my friends and i, no, the whole 9 graders in Indonesia can focus with all their mights to the exam.

i'm also scared that i make a mistake in writing my name or something but nah, i think i'm just being too paranoid. i should stop all that worries and negative/pessimistic thoughts or i'll end up suffering with psychosis. like Nina in the movie Black Swan.



well, i think after all these, i deserved a treat! yay!


chocolate. even though i don't really like sweet things, i understand why many people state chocolate as their comfort food.

aaand nooo i don't ate both. left one is my brother's :p

oh and here's some pics from my hangout last two weeks with my family. ugh i swear i won't come back to that restaurant at night, so many bugs. creepin. me out.

i'm wearing a CottonOn dress, Guess vest and Topshop flats, which remind me, i miss shopping so badly! i miss our town's movie theaters that smelt smelly/heavenly at the same time. yeah, what i meant by heavenly is the scent of popcorns. well, just five days left though. go on. fight for exams! :) bye



snake print sunday

hey rawr. a quick post of myself taken after my sunday nightout with beloved cousin Z, slash andy. we went to Bakerzin to have dinner tgether and have a long nice chat.


i was wearing a snake skin printed dress by Zara. :)

oh yeah, and i'm pretty excited that it's been raining oftenly this season, which was not supposed to be raining season but i guess that's probably the cause of global warming. however, i really really love the sound of rain. it's just so peaceful and relaxing. well, this is probably weird but i kinda love thunder and lightning too. yesss, weird. i know a lot of people who are so terrified of them. for me, to be able to see it and hear it is magical. it's like in the movies. so dramatic and eeriely beautiful, in some words i can't explain.

for me the perfect moment for it is when you're sitting in your bed in your dark bedroom, covered in your blanket, feeling warm, while it's pouring heavily outside. it's freezing cold outside and the rain won't stop pouring. then the lightning flashed and the thunderstorm occured, lighting your room with white rays for a moment before the pitch darkness swallowed it again.

well, the more dramatic moment for it will be definitely something from the old movies or cartoons. you were sitting in a chair, reading in an old library with your glasses on, the room is warm, dim with yellow lights from the fireplace. old scary classical music is playing in your gramophone. a thunderstorm is occuring outside, and the lightning strike, causing a ghostly shadow of you on the walls.

okay, i definitely had to stop before my imagination went wild. goodnight everyone! have a great rainy night :*

typical saturday nightout

how's your satday night spent? mine's lazy and relaxed. after watching some episodes of PLL (fyi, pretty little liars :)) i went out to the bookstore, then go eat sushi for dinner. typical. i wanna watch something so baaaad. i love movie theaters. but sadly, i gonna face some serious tests and i know, i know, i won't do good unless i work hard and going to movies is probably the last thing in my mind.


so basically, my week's been pretty good except for some 'personal' problems and too many tryouts. but i've been doing pretty well. aaaaand... i'm flippin right now! cuz i finally got the Ashley Benson covered teen vogue that i've been dreaming since... since... i first know she's covering it. and boy am i right, the fashion photos, news, celebs featured inside were all my favourites ♥.

there's even Gillian Vanderslice, my fave model from E's show Scouted.

now that i've got this April edition. it's time to wait for May's. Katy Perry as cover girl. wooooooot!!

today i wore a f21 top, pull and bear tulle skirt, zara cardigan. no i'm not officially starting a fashion blog or smthin like that. i just had the random urge to play around like that. so don't expect me to wear everything stylish and fashion forward cuz i'm soo soooo not that kind of girl. lol :)

 

well, i hope you survived pictures of me cuz that's just how much i love the camera. :P

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