weeks weeks

school has officially started. and it's been a week since my first day, which is not bad. i met new people and made friends with some of them. however, it's really really hectic and i haven't even start my tuitions yet. D: another problem, i'm missing my holiday already! especially the last two days of it.  it's raining on last sat night, and this night too, coincidence much? well, all of you people who read my blog know i love rain. it's usually a good sign, for me. it just make me feel like lazing in bed wrapped in my soft, thick blanket with random shows on tv. aaah, heaven.


now, scroll scroll scroll! random pictures coming...

comfort food + rain =best feeling in the world

my brother, cute not? <3 anw, he's not usually this dark-skinned, it's the effect of flash.

yeah, speaking of which, not wanting to waste the last sunday in my holiday, bro and i have a photoshoot again last week. or should i say, kind of role play-ish shoot? muahaha. well for more pictures visit this place

and lastlyyyy, my family just moved to our new home few days ago! woooot! not all parts done btw, but ah, most important is, my room is the place i want to be for the next days of my life.

here's a little sneak peek. just a peek. come come, let me show you.

taadaaaaa! :D

well, i bet you'll see the rest of it reaaaal soon, cuz tons of photoshoots in my room are coming to my other blog! make sure to check often.

that's it guys! gonna go do my piling homeworks. yeah right? school just started but i'm already stressed out about this and that. *sigh* ikr! teachers really don't get us sometimes. 

okay, buhbye :D

last sunday

i had fun. not the best hangout i've ever had but it's worth it. the main point of it is to spent a great sunday with my close friends, and that is what i got :) 

i was going all topshop that day. almost. except for the dress. :)

goodnight. muah. :*

saturdays

for me, the best saturdays anyone can have is waking up late, then spend the next hours doing whatever you wanna do.


i did that. :) i've pledge to do everything i've never done before this holiday, and baking is one of them sooo voila! my first ever cupcake. and not just any cupcake, but red velvet cupcake with cream cheese frosting, my favourites <3


surprisingly, like super super surprisingly, it turned out great. well, i made slight mistakes but... i guess it's okay for a first timer and a really clumsy and un-graceful not to mention awkward person like me :p




here it issss....

not beautiful. :| but like they say, practice makes perfect! goin to keep practisin. :) 

life, oh life.

it's funny how you expected a day to be so great and it'll just turned out to be your worst day ever. you, or in this case, i, have experienced worse, but when you're suffering with it that time always feels like the worst right?

some people said, there's always a good side of everything. however, isn't it kind of hard to always look at everything from the positive side? but then i realize, it's up to me. it's up to me whether i should care about every single thing and be bothered and worried all the time, or i can choose to let it all go, keep the good things as memories and the bad ones away. it might sound simple, but seriously, i can't look at some things positively. esp with the things or people i hate, bad thoughts and suspects always emerge before i can chase them away with made-up cheerful and positive thoughts.
well, admit it, thoughts can really make you crazy sometimes.


i am trying to build myself as a really positive character. isn't that even possible?


well, speaking about other things, let's move back to like five days ago, before the next screwed-up thursday.


i had Thai for lunch. only me, mom, and bro. too bad dad's busy working :| but well, the small gathering was happy and relaxed :)

oh, and i hope you don't mind instagram photos. follow my instagram too, please! @Glenmaries :)

okayyy, bye guys! have a great day ahead! ; )

shattered minds

i seriously don't understand myself. a moment ago i want all these stuffs; freedom, to finish my middle school as fast as i can. moving is painful, but meeting new surroundings seemed really intriguing after 9 whole years of the same building and people. however, right now, i wish time would stop. i wish everything will slow down to a halt and i wish just this time, i can enjoy my right now, my last moments of being a student in my beloved school.


i finished my exams. instead of feeling free, i'm feeling more pent-up. it's weird and beyond my expectations. i started to feel more... emotional these days. 


i began to my old bad habit, looking back. i was over it a few months ago. i succeeded in getting myself out of it, gently coaxing myself that i'm living in this time, right here, right now, and looking back means wasting my 'right now'. in the future i'll just end up regretting why i didn't use my time well and kept looking back.
now, i'm worried. if i don't move on, if i don't let it all go and leave them for good, i will be in that state again. a foolish state. looking past and wasting present.


i will miss everything for sure, for starting this mid July, my life will be changing from everything it used to be. new school, home, friends, teachers, tuitions. everything is new. but i hope, in this way, stepping out of my comfort zone, my life will be better, full of new surprises, challenges, and of course, a thousand more of sweet memories to remember :)



soo not another more 'wise-ish' talking, lemme post food pictures from my family's early dinner. we went out today for what my mom said as relieving my pre and post exam stress. :D

it's all about comfort food. :)


and this is why i love rain. it's beautiful.

goodnight guys :*

sundaes

happy earth day people! :D

so todaaay, i reviewed my last tryouts' mistakes and do two more tryouts. i planned to re-read all the questions in my detik-detik book but my teacher said i better not do anything to make me more confused. great point, teacher. i believe in you :P

i think i'm ready for tomorrow's UN. just had to be extra careful in doing all the questions and following all the procedures well.


good luck everyone!

yesterday had been a great saturday too. i went home from school semi-exhausted, then had snacks with my brothers.

i didn't go out for dinner, and had takeout noodles instead. :)

but it was a beautiful sunny afternoon. and that's fine enough for me :D

okay. and lastlyyy, i'm going to give you a hint of my graduation photoshoot dress. nothing too much, like they say, simple is the best.

that's it. have a nice, warm sunday guys! and for the hundredth time, good luck nine graders for the next four days!!!