Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower - Hans Christian Andersen

a little flower and sunshine to brighten up your day. :D 

Sunshine is a welcome thing. It brings a lot of brightness - Jimmie Davis

Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead - Louisa May Alcott

weeks weeks

school has officially started. and it's been a week since my first day, which is not bad. i met new people and made friends with some of them. however, it's really really hectic and i haven't even start my tuitions yet. D: another problem, i'm missing my holiday already! especially the last two days of it.  it's raining on last sat night, and this night too, coincidence much? well, all of you people who read my blog know i love rain. it's usually a good sign, for me. it just make me feel like lazing in bed wrapped in my soft, thick blanket with random shows on tv. aaah, heaven.


now, scroll scroll scroll! random pictures coming...

comfort food + rain =best feeling in the world

my brother, cute not? <3 anw, he's not usually this dark-skinned, it's the effect of flash.

yeah, speaking of which, not wanting to waste the last sunday in my holiday, bro and i have a photoshoot again last week. or should i say, kind of role play-ish shoot? muahaha. well for more pictures visit this place

and lastlyyyy, my family just moved to our new home few days ago! woooot! not all parts done btw, but ah, most important is, my room is the place i want to be for the next days of my life.

here's a little sneak peek. just a peek. come come, let me show you.

taadaaaaa! :D

well, i bet you'll see the rest of it reaaaal soon, cuz tons of photoshoots in my room are coming to my other blog! make sure to check often.

that's it guys! gonna go do my piling homeworks. yeah right? school just started but i'm already stressed out about this and that. *sigh* ikr! teachers really don't get us sometimes. 

okay, buhbye :D

not like any mondays should be

if you wake up in the morning and the sky looked so vibrant blue, as if being painted, filtered by the rain, freshly washed from the laundry, the sun was shining very bright and everything looked so beautiful and bright under the perfect sky, i could just advised one thing to you. you should do nothing but to embrace this perfect day. keep it in your mind as long as you can, or in my case, immortalize it into a picture. because a day like that is just what you need, so that you can realize that life's worth living cause it's just so beautiful. it might also help you rise up from your darkest moments one day, it will hold you to the fact that as long as the sun keeps shining, and as long as a day like this will likely appear sometimes, your life will still be beautiful and there's still something to cherish and be grateful for.




so this week's monday is just like that, and that's probably the best monday i've ever had. the sky just lighten up my mood, lighten up everything. i felt like there's still so much beautiful things and experience i have to encounter in my life. days like that just make me feel alive. they make me smile :) and i know if i have a bad day i just need to look at this. it will make me keep living my life with the hope of having the greatest chance to see something like this again.

a beautiful day can really make everything looks stunning, even the simplest, the most unimportant things of life. like the example above, what are they called? clippers? clothes clips or whatever. who knows they can look great. and even my camera lens cover looks well, more pretty than usual ;)






ah, God, please gimme another day like this :D

saturdays

for me, the best saturdays anyone can have is waking up late, then spend the next hours doing whatever you wanna do.


i did that. :) i've pledge to do everything i've never done before this holiday, and baking is one of them sooo voila! my first ever cupcake. and not just any cupcake, but red velvet cupcake with cream cheese frosting, my favourites <3


surprisingly, like super super surprisingly, it turned out great. well, i made slight mistakes but... i guess it's okay for a first timer and a really clumsy and un-graceful not to mention awkward person like me :p




here it issss....

not beautiful. :| but like they say, practice makes perfect! goin to keep practisin. :) 

shattered minds

i seriously don't understand myself. a moment ago i want all these stuffs; freedom, to finish my middle school as fast as i can. moving is painful, but meeting new surroundings seemed really intriguing after 9 whole years of the same building and people. however, right now, i wish time would stop. i wish everything will slow down to a halt and i wish just this time, i can enjoy my right now, my last moments of being a student in my beloved school.


i finished my exams. instead of feeling free, i'm feeling more pent-up. it's weird and beyond my expectations. i started to feel more... emotional these days. 


i began to my old bad habit, looking back. i was over it a few months ago. i succeeded in getting myself out of it, gently coaxing myself that i'm living in this time, right here, right now, and looking back means wasting my 'right now'. in the future i'll just end up regretting why i didn't use my time well and kept looking back.
now, i'm worried. if i don't move on, if i don't let it all go and leave them for good, i will be in that state again. a foolish state. looking past and wasting present.


i will miss everything for sure, for starting this mid July, my life will be changing from everything it used to be. new school, home, friends, teachers, tuitions. everything is new. but i hope, in this way, stepping out of my comfort zone, my life will be better, full of new surprises, challenges, and of course, a thousand more of sweet memories to remember :)



soo not another more 'wise-ish' talking, lemme post food pictures from my family's early dinner. we went out today for what my mom said as relieving my pre and post exam stress. :D

it's all about comfort food. :)


and this is why i love rain. it's beautiful.

goodnight guys :*

snake print sunday

hey rawr. a quick post of myself taken after my sunday nightout with beloved cousin Z, slash andy. we went to Bakerzin to have dinner tgether and have a long nice chat.


i was wearing a snake skin printed dress by Zara. :)

oh yeah, and i'm pretty excited that it's been raining oftenly this season, which was not supposed to be raining season but i guess that's probably the cause of global warming. however, i really really love the sound of rain. it's just so peaceful and relaxing. well, this is probably weird but i kinda love thunder and lightning too. yesss, weird. i know a lot of people who are so terrified of them. for me, to be able to see it and hear it is magical. it's like in the movies. so dramatic and eeriely beautiful, in some words i can't explain.

for me the perfect moment for it is when you're sitting in your bed in your dark bedroom, covered in your blanket, feeling warm, while it's pouring heavily outside. it's freezing cold outside and the rain won't stop pouring. then the lightning flashed and the thunderstorm occured, lighting your room with white rays for a moment before the pitch darkness swallowed it again.

well, the more dramatic moment for it will be definitely something from the old movies or cartoons. you were sitting in a chair, reading in an old library with your glasses on, the room is warm, dim with yellow lights from the fireplace. old scary classical music is playing in your gramophone. a thunderstorm is occuring outside, and the lightning strike, causing a ghostly shadow of you on the walls.

okay, i definitely had to stop before my imagination went wild. goodnight everyone! have a great rainy night :*