Hi readers! I dunno, I think I'll blog more often from now on. These days just feel so lonely and gloomy. I don't know who I can talk to. The one that will listen to my countless rants, hopes, and dreams that will actually care. I guess I'm back to pouring my feelings out through typing.

I think my life is slowly turning into a dark pit of depression. Everyone is hoping for the best of me. And I'm not quite sure how to deal with it. There's just so much to do and so little time. I hope that all of these will make me stronger and will force me to show the best ability I have.

Sometimes my life feels so numb. I feel so lonely, despite having so many people around me. I feel like everyone is moving along with their life, and I'm left behind. I just don't feel happy anymore. It's hard to be the cheerful girl I was. Nowadays what I feel is just illness, loneliness, stress, and heartache.

Call me pathetic or call me weak. I'm ranting because I don't know who to trust anymore. I'm really desperate for a friend, not that I didn't have one, but someone who's actually there for me. And the one I can be there for. Just a life companion.