alive

hi guyssss! :D finally, like finally, i feel so happy today. it's been so long since the last time i felt this way. all those days, life was just like a bleak long dark day, and i'm just hoping for all of that to end. i've turned into a total nerd before -_- just keep studying and don't care about anything else, sounds so ewww. and i worried so much i barely even had time to have fun. ckck what a waste, i don't even realise how blessed i am. 

but today, i drop everything and my old self is back! i'm really looking forward to tomorrow and the next days to come. i'm willing to take up challenge and experience new things. to make mistakes, to fall, to laugh, to repeat the mistake all over again, and to live. i started seeing myself from a different view, (the reason behind that stays a secret :p) my cheerful, optimistic self is back and there's nothing i would like more beside that. 

i promise from now on, i would not let small things bother me anymore. hehehe 

and nowwww i crave for more things. vacatiooonnnn!
i want to be free free free as a bird!

aahh how i miss blogging <3 writing has always been a really calming therapy for me. bubyee guysssss